And I find myself thinking, as I often do after embracing something that encourages self reflection, that it’s important that I remember where I am from.
All tagged black and white
And I find myself thinking, as I often do after embracing something that encourages self reflection, that it’s important that I remember where I am from.
A tow path walk, locks a plenty under heavy, leaden Wiltshire skies. Threatening rain, of course, but never quite delivering. Shared pleasantries with ramblers, elderly with dogs, and wise cracks with lock volunteers, younger, with validating logos and stories of herons.
It was a challenge to hear much above the general hubbub, the incessant din, that suddenly appeared when the group stepped out of their training room and onto the sun-baked terrace.
It’s been like winter here, proper winter, for a change.
I know we had some snow a couple of weeks back. But that lasted just a few hours before it disappeared.
And when the never ending monotony of grey and wet and generally miserable days drains your mood and slowly, insipidly, chips away at your mental health.
It was the stillness that mattered the most, he believed, not the silence that so many people thought they needed.
At first you probably won’t notice and that’s ok.
We have been seeing things in black and white, lately, I have noticed
We are said to be the most social of animals, yet we must now find a way to avoid being true to our nature.
Sometimes, from a certain angle, people look no different to lampposts and bollards.
And, as is often the way with a beginning like this, once she had actually been seen, well, she just seemed to stay seen.
And at times like this, I am grateful. Grateful that my place of work is located out in the countryside. And blessed that I am able to find birdsong, beauty and solitude on a deserted riverbank or a silent churchyard within minutes.
A hero who admits to unimaginable moments of personal anguish and struggles to find normality after each visit. But a human who also talks of incredible exhilaration at the risks he takes and successes he achieves.
Six miles of watching the skies, admiring houses we will never be able to afford and noticing people we don’t really want to meet. Time wasting yet strangely uplifting.
The starkness of winter. Tall, bare trees becoming one with their own dark shadows in the low afternoon sunshine.